but WHY.?.

i was wondering...
WHY.?.
i did my part...my share...
i did my best...
but in the end i was beaten...
i was a loser...
i exert all the effort...
just to show them that i can...
i CAN do whatever...
i CAN be as competitive as is...
but WHY.?.
haven't they even see my existence...
i was part of it too...
but in the end, WHY did they let it happen to me...
i don't deserve it...
i work hard for it...
sacrificed for it...
put my life into risk...
just for the sake of them...
but WHY.?.
in the end...
all i get was NOTHING.!.
a shame on me, or a shame on them.!.
i trust them...
i was loyal to them...
and somehow, they didn't even appreciate it...
they don't even care...
WHY.?.