Saying Goodbye Again...

It was a rainy Saturday night. The night I would never forget. Rain is pouring down and so my heart is aching. It is hard to say goodbye to the one you whom you've learned to love. There was pain in my heart at that time that I want to break down. All I could do is cry and cry until no more tears came out from my eyes. It leaves me breathless in the midst of a rainy night. Yes, a rainy night that I would never ever forget. But what must I do? I could no longer bring him back to my life. He did want to go and so I let him go. Even if it will surely torn my whole life down.
But one thing I would never regret - the day I've given him my heart. The love and the trust I've given him is all that matters. Seeing him happy is what I want for him to be. Even deep down inside me it is like bushes of thorns meddling my heart. How I wish I could turn back the time - time wherein he has still captures my heart. It was the most happiest day of our lives, wherein we share the ups and downs of our relationship. But what must I do if he wants me no more. I can't blame him anymore. And I want to tell him this:
Thank you for the memories you've given me. The happiness and sadness we both shared through the years. I know I can never bring you back but still I'm longing for that single time to be with you for the last time. Even if it is a one rainy night. Just give me that one rainy night to be with you and tell you how much I really love you and how much I'm gonna miss you for the rest of my life.
One rainy night - hoping to be with you and say "I love you, GOODBYE"...