Missing You......

It's already been weeks...three weeks for the taking...that I haven't heard of even a simple 'hi' nor 'hello' from my guy. The last conversation we have was when it was a 'free call', as I can still remember. The 'free call' by SMART network. All you have to do in order to avail for such call is dial a certain number and then that's it. But after that call, here comes the empytiness in me. I am sad, yes of course so sad. He never even bother to know what's happening to me. We are distant apart. Far from each other. I can say miles, miles apart. But long distance affair is not that bad right? I don't have any idea neither a single clue on what's happening to him out there. It makes me lose hope that this relationship would no longer fluorish to the way we want it to be. Relationship without communication is useless. Somehow, I believe in long distance relationship that would last. But how would it last if there's no communication in both side. I really do missed him a lot and how I wish I could make him stay with me. But is it just for a simple wish? Everytime my phone beeps and I found out that it's not from him, I feel so empty inside. I wanna cry. I can no longer bear the emptiness and longingness for him.
Oh bother! Where is he right now? What is he doing? Who is with him? I really don't know the answers. I'm so lonely and in doubt. Can he still remember me? Can he make it up to me? What if for the whole month I don't even get a single message? What would I do?
He's all I ever wanted. I don't know if I can take it if I found out something. I just hope that I am wrong with what I am thinking. Without him is like a thorn in a bush. No one dares to touch it, afraid to get a wound and bleed.
Where are you now? Where?...