Thursday, November 12, 2009

Jesus Our Discipler Church 4th Anniversary

Last Sunday (November 08, 2009) was our 4th Church Anniversary. I can't believe it, I made it to the anniversary...hehehe...but of course, I have fun out there. You can truly feel the presence of our Lord and you can really say that "I AM TRULY BLESSED".

People do really have different beliefs and opinions when it comes to religion. But for me it is simply believing in ONLY ONE. And you know who's that ONLY ONE I'm referring to. Please do not mistaken this post as to offend you. This is to only share to others what we did in our 4th church anniversary.













So, enjoy and I hope you too feel something within you - the so called 'longing'.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Evaluation Day!

This is our EVALUATION Day at work. Of course, my evaluation day too. Members are being evaluated by our Senior Team Leader and Me - by my Members. This is to know if we are capable of being promoted for a higher position or not. This means too an appropriate of benefits being garnered by the members. Well, good luck for all of us and hope there would be a good news for everybody.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Saying Goodbye Again...

It was a rainy Saturday night. The night I would never forget. Rain is pouring down and so my heart is aching. It is hard to say goodbye to the one you whom you've learned to love. There was pain in my heart at that time that I want to break down. All I could do is cry and cry until no more tears came out from my eyes. It leaves me breathless in the midst of a rainy night. Yes, a rainy night that I would never ever forget. But what must I do? I could no longer bring him back to my life. He did want to go and so I let him go. Even if it will surely torn my whole life down.
But one thing I would never regret - the day I've given him my heart. The love and the trust I've given him is all that matters. Seeing him happy is what I want for him to be. Even deep down inside me it is like bushes of thorns meddling my heart. How I wish I could turn back the time - time wherein he has still captures my heart. It was the most happiest day of our lives, wherein we share the ups and downs of our relationship. But what must I do if he wants me no more. I can't blame him anymore. And I want to tell him this:
Thank you for the memories you've given me. The happiness and sadness we both shared through the years. I know I can never bring you back but still I'm longing for that single time to be with you for the last time. Even if it is a one rainy night. Just give me that one rainy night to be with you and tell you how much I really love you and how much I'm gonna miss you for the rest of my life.
One rainy night - hoping to be with you and say "I love you, GOODBYE"...

Thursday, August 6, 2009

As I was browsing along my facebook account, I came up to one of the post done by a group called 'Definitely Filipino'. It was about the petition to oust Willie Revillame. It stated there

"To Whom It May Concern:
I am an avid viewer of ABS CBN and I am very well up-to-date regarding their shows. Without any doubt, I am a Kapamilya. However, last August 03, 2009, an incident happened when Wowowee Host Willie Revillame blurted out comments when a video of Pres. Cory's cortege appeared on the screen.

While a contestant was dancing for the talent portion, a snippet of Pres. Cory Aquino's cortege was shown on the screen. But Willie did not cut short the dancing portion. Instead, he let the contestant finish her routine. After that, he blurted out comments regarding the video of Pre. Cory's cortege. He said:

"Kung ganyan, pakita na lang natin 'yan. Kasi nagsasaya kami dito, tapos... Masakit sa akin 'yan, e. Nagsasalita ako dito... 'yan, please. Sana maintindihan n'yo. Nagsasaya kami dito, papakita n'yo sa amin yun ang... di ba? Hindi tama, e. Okey? Hindi ba?"

"Pangit! Hindi ho maganda sa atin. Nagsasalita, ipinapakita yung kabaong ni Tita Cory, hindi ba? Papano kami makapagsasaya, nahihirapan kami? I'm sorry ho, ha. Pero ako, totoo ako, e. 'Wag n'yo akong pagagalitan, kasi totoo ang gusto kong malaman...

"Pagkatapos ng show, ipakita n'yo ang gusto n'yong palabas. Kasi itong Wowowee, gusto ko... Hindi ba, at alam din ni Tita Cory 'yan dahil napasaya rin siya ng show na ito na laging masaya dito, ok?"

Some may argue that Willie's intention was good, but I rather find these statements rude and arrogant. Wowowee and Revillame is known by millions of Filipino viewers and the show is even watched across several countries through TFC. To react in such way is downright arrogant and disrespectful to the former President Corzaon Aquino. I know that it was a bad taste for ABS-CBN to show a snippet of the funeral on Wowowee, but it was worst for Revillame to react that way.

Willie have chosen to let the contestant dance instead of cutting short her act and give way to the coverage of the cortege. Willie have chosen to blurt out his rude comments ON-AIR instead of Off-cam. In short, Willie have chosen to have fun instead of giving way to the funeral of Pres. Corazon Aquino. So they'd rather have fun instead of pay our respects to our democracy icon? That was not a good example to our youth today.

Was it really hard for him to be humble and human? I believe that this is not the first time that he aired his views and rather arrogant comments On-air. He embarasses his staff, makes fun of the contestants, and arrogantly act on TV almost everyday. Pres. Aquino taught us humility, and Revillame is showing us the exact opposite: arrogance.

This time, Willie's statement should be condemed not only by the public, but by the management of ABS-CBN as well. It also creates a public outrage in the internet forums, chatting boards, and online-newspapers. Majority have negative reactions and have condemned Willie Revillame's brutal statements.

With this, I am calling the attention of the management of ABS-CBN to stop the “arrogant act” of Willie Revillame on National TV program and reprimand him because of his actions. Willie Revillame had been very disrespectful to the Pres. Cory Aquino's cortege, Filipinos icon of democracy. It was also worst for your company that your own employee criticize you on national television instead on off the air conversations.

I am calling the attention of the MTRCB to be more vigilant, so that this lowest form of personal attack by a tv showbiz talk show host, for her/his personal agenda, will not happen again

I am calling the PANA to stop supporting Wowowee until they axe or reprimand Willie Revillame due to his actions. With him as one of the hosts, your product does not project a positive image to the public.

The public and TFC subscribers deserve better programming, and we deserve better than the likes of Willie Revillame. "

Well, for me, I think it is a sort of arrogance after all. We should pay respect especially to a democracy icon. We should take into consideration the feelings of other people. Yes, Wowowee is a noontime show that offers fun and happiness to the viewers, but at this very moment they should consider what is around them. We lost a good leader and in order to show respect to the family who are in dearly mourning state, paying attention to the tribute is indeed a sign of appreciation for them.

Respect and sincerity is needed for a better understanding.

To sign for the petition, read here:http://www.petitiononline.com/badwilly/petition.html

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Our THEME DAY

Last Saturday was our "Black Saturday Mask Parade". Why is it called 'Black Saturday Mask Parade'? It was for the reason that all the morning shifters including me would wear something black. I mean all in black with mask on each and everyone's face. The one with the most beautiful mask outfit would be the winner and the reward would be a free lunch...yummy! The rest would vote for the best and that includes me in the top five (5). Night shifters are different from us (morning shifters). They have their own theme day.


So, here's the CANDIDATES from the Black Saturday Mask Parade Theme Day:







Joy Diaz



















Ronalyn Robel


















Danilyn Luna














Maria Cristina G. Pinto

















Marnellie Gallego












The Trios
a.k.a
Irly Balcueva
Lovely Raña
Miko Perlora






It is fun and everyone really enjoyed the THEME DAY.

So, watch out for the next theme day...what would it be???

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Missing You......

It's already been weeks...three weeks for the taking...that I haven't heard of even a simple 'hi' nor 'hello' from my guy. The last conversation we have was when it was a 'free call', as I can still remember. The 'free call' by SMART network. All you have to do in order to avail for such call is dial a certain number and then that's it. But after that call, here comes the empytiness in me. I am sad, yes of course so sad. He never even bother to know what's happening to me. We are distant apart. Far from each other. I can say miles, miles apart. But long distance affair is not that bad right? I don't have any idea neither a single clue on what's happening to him out there. It makes me lose hope that this relationship would no longer fluorish to the way we want it to be. Relationship without communication is useless. Somehow, I believe in long distance relationship that would last. But how would it last if there's no communication in both side. I really do missed him a lot and how I wish I could make him stay with me. But is it just for a simple wish? Everytime my phone beeps and I found out that it's not from him, I feel so empty inside. I wanna cry. I can no longer bear the emptiness and longingness for him.
Oh bother! Where is he right now? What is he doing? Who is with him? I really don't know the answers. I'm so lonely and in doubt. Can he still remember me? Can he make it up to me? What if for the whole month I don't even get a single message? What would I do?
He's all I ever wanted. I don't know if I can take it if I found out something. I just hope that I am wrong with what I am thinking. Without him is like a thorn in a bush. No one dares to touch it, afraid to get a wound and bleed.
Where are you now? Where?...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

How Lucky Could I be?..

Do you ever find yourself being too lucky each day? Can you be called a 'lucky one' if you know, you want to have it all but you just simply can't have it? Life is a matter of give and take, I guess. But as for a girl like me, I don't know if I'm suited enough to be a part of those whom being called 'lucky one'...

How lucky could I be to have...
  • a FAMILY and yet broken;
  • a GUY whom I longed to be mine but never shows he cares;
  • a WORK but with very little amount I get and always not on time;
  • FRIENDS to accompany but don't know who are real;
  • PLANS for the future but turned out to be only a plan and never meant for real;
  • and CHANCES for survival but never knows the real mission in life.

Is this the real thought of being a 'lucky one'. Well, maybe yes and maybe no. But as time goes by this is what I discover. Real happiness isn't yet here for me but somehow I'm longing for it. Only time can tell if I could be a part of those lucky ones. Somehow, let me find that single fortune in my life that would ever make my whole life complete. As for you, how do you consider yourself a lucky one?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

A Special World

This is a
special world for you and me
A special kind of bond one cannot see
It enfolds us up in its cocoon
And holds us sternly in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it grasps us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Monday, July 6, 2009

ELISA: A Means of Detection

ELISA is a medical jargon that is confusing especially to those people who are not medical practitioners. What is the phrase all about? What does it signifies? ELISA is a primary tool of clinical immunology which is used as a preliminary screen for HIV detection. HIV or human immunodeficiency virus causes AIDS (Acquired Immunodeficiency Syndrome) which is a disease that makes it difficult for the body to fight off infectious diseases. HIV can be transmitted through direct contact with the blood or body fluid of someone who is infected with the virus. Thus, HIV ELISA which is also called as HIV enzyme immunoassay (EIA) is the appropriate test to determine if an individual is positive for a selected pathogen. The test is performed in a 8 cm x 12 cm plastic plate which contains an 8 x 12 matrix of 96 wells, each of which are about 1 cm high and 0.7 cm in diameter.

Because ELISA can be performed to weigh up the presence of antigen or even the presence of antibody in a sample, it has also found applications in the food industry in distinguishing potential food allergens such as peanuts, almonds, walnuts, milk, and eggs. Not only that, ELISA can be used in toxicology as a quick presumptive screen for certain classes of drugs.

Because EIA or Enzyme Immunoassay test is used to distinguish and calculate specific antigen-eliciting molecules involved in biological processes, it can be used too on most types of biological samples such as that of plasma, urine, serum and cell extracts. In the assay, a plate is coated with a most important antibody, which recognizes the antigen of the target molecule and bonds with it. The antigen-antibody complex is recognized by a minor antibody that is joined to an enzyme that catalyzes the reaction mixture, deferring a specific color. By measuring the optical density of this color, the occurrence and number of a specific molecule can be determined; the density of color is proportional to the advancement of the reaction or disease being tested.

If an ELISA test is used for drug screening at workplace, a cut-off concentration, 50 ng/mL, is ascertained, and a sample will be prepared which contains the average application of analyte. Unknowns that generate a signal that is stronger than the known sample are "positive". Those that generate weaker signal are "negative”. Also, ELISA test is done for increasing community consciousness of any disease, promoting recognition of its warning signs to seek treatment and further more to provide information with regards to the accessibility of appropriate professional services locally and farther afield.

I AM FREE.!.


The time has come...
I finally made up my mind...
I have moved on...
the agony & pain is gone...
I'm free!

yes, I AM FREE!!!

Free as the clouds above the sky...
free as a bird soaring up high...
free as the waves on the ocean...
free as the sounds on the hills...
and free as the rain pouring from the sky...
yes, this is it...
I did surpass it...I did overcome it......

Thursday, January 15, 2009

but WHY.?.


i was wondering...
WHY.?.
i did my part...my share...
i did my best...
but in the end i was beaten...
i was a loser...
i exert all the effort...
just to show them that i can...
i CAN do whatever...
i CAN be as competitive as is...
but WHY.?.
haven't they even see my existence...
i was part of it too...
but in the end, WHY did they let it happen to me...
i don't deserve it...
i work hard for it...
sacrificed for it...
put my life into risk...
just for the sake of them...
but WHY.?.
in the end...
all i get was NOTHING.!.
a shame on me, or a shame on them.!.
i trust them...
i was loyal to them...
and somehow, they didn't even appreciate it...
they don't even care...
WHY.?.
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